Cluster, Croft & Clan e - beckoning to land and materialise
A deep dive into meaning making and connecting the dots to make my way from here
October 2020
Wondering if this was to be my place to work on The Children's Village, and reflecting on my experiences there, that natural language barrier was diffilcult to work with others in a flow; and it became clear that deeper connections are with those from England, Ireland and with Norwegian ancestry, were most resonant, flowing and safe.
Being in a cluster of evolutionary elders in the mountains is my next step; with people who are led by love and guided by nature, and called to create clan in a cluster; and feel to the promise and the process of 'a children's village'; a call to gather as we have done since our tribal days ; going deeper into connection with all that is, all that beckons; and together, making a brighter future for our cluster and for children of the future.
Costa Rica; didn't open for me;
Friend Wynn spoke of Costa Rica
Village life
t has since become known as a diaphram issue that has for my entire life, affected my breathing and regulation of my entire system; a chain of events followed, all mirroring the trauma imprints and memories in my limbic system; and it became a living nightmare.
Costa Rica /
Beckonings to create Children's homes and orphanages
Being in a cluster of evolutionary elders in the mountains is my next step; with people who are led by love and guided by nature, and called to create clan in a cluster; and feel to the promise and the process of 'a children's village'; a call to gather as we have done since our tribal days ; going deeper into connection with all that is, all that beckons; and together, making a brighter future for our cluster and for children of the future.
People, projects and places
t has since become known as a diaphram issue that has for my entire life, affected my breathing and regulation of my entire system; a chain of events followed, all mirroring the trauma imprints and memories in my limbic system; and it became a living nightmare.
There was a flow of synchonstic events that followed; as if to show me the way; people, places and projects that were in alignment with this; showing me all of the elements that were to be part of it; and what my offering needed to be as part of that.
It was shown to me that Mexico was all about play - which is exactly my human design and is visible in my gene keys as trusted profiles for connecting with natural strengths and unique path for this life; and so many opportunities came naturally to be playful in a meaningul way. The lights came on.
Safer/gentler
south amercian village/vibrant/togetherness; further south
Waldorf school by the sea in costa rica
the Amate tree; a message came through me, and was witnessed by another,
A feeling of safety and gentle nature
Wondering if this was to be my place to work on The Children's Village, and reflecting on my experiences there, that natural language barrier was diffilcult to work with others in a flow; and it became clear that deeper connections are with those from England, Ireland and with Norwegian ancestry, were most resonant, flowing and safe.
Feeling safe was a big issue for me in my time in Tepoztlan; and have in these last 7 days, had it become known to me that there are high levels of rape in Tepoztlan; and having experienced this before in my life; my system is sensitive to the energies and signals of it; this was undermining of my ability to stay connected as it felt safer to retreat, especially anywhere during or after dusk;the proximity of 2 mobile masts in the valley was distuebing my nervous system, and in combination with a deeper feeling of unsafety, had a trauma response set in; exacerbated by what has since become known as a diaphram issue that has for my entire life, affected my breathing and regulation of my entire system; a chain of events followed, all mirroring the trauma imprints and memories in my limbic system; and it became a living nightmare.
The fire
t has since become known as a diaphram issue that has for my entire life, affected my breathing and regulation of my entire system; a chain of events followed, all mirroring the trauma imprints and memories in my limbic system; and it became a living nightmare.
Being in a cluster of evolutionary elders in the mountains is my next step; with people who are led by love and guided by nature, and called to create clan in a cluster; and feel to the promise and the process of 'a children's village'; a call to gather as we have done since our tribal days ; going deeper into connection with all that is, all that beckons; and together, making a brighter future for our cluster and for children of the future.
Seeded it and gave it to the fire.
More synchoncities and signals
t has since become known as a diaphram issue that has for my entire life, affected my breathing and regulation of my entire system; a chain of events followed, all mirroring the trauma imprints and memories in my limbic system; and it became a living nightmare.
Stream of dots conneting, threads and titles given to me over so many years
All arrived there, located in place
Lizard / Outdoor living / latin american culture / gentleness / mountains and hot springs;
A dream of a building / estate
t has since become known as a diaphram issue that has for my entire life, affected my breathing and regulation of my entire system; a chain of events followed, all mirroring the trauma imprints and memories in my limbic system; and it became a living nightmare.
A natural flow arriving at this....
t has since become known as a diaphram issue that has for my entire life, affected my breathing and regulation of my entire system; a chain of events followed, all mirroring the trauma imprints and memories in my limbic system; and it became a living nightmare.
Where to next?
t has since become known as a diaphram issue that has for my entire life, affected my breathing and regulation of my entire system; a chain of events followed, all mirroring the trauma imprints and memories in my limbic system; and it became a living nightmare.
Looked at it; and felt moved to add some green and blue; experiences showed me
more water, and a gentler feeling of nature was importsnt to me.
Moved to take this into deep silence, inviting more to be revealed; and clarified by way of my work with a children's village, Costa Rica rose up, her vibrant, lush, welcoming green, so gentle and nourishing, and safe; kind and loving; welcomed me; the feeling of safety meeting with a deep longing in my being and body, of a safe home; a gentle environment for my delicate, sensitive nature; and of a deep welcome.
With that, people became visible to me, who were loving and on the path of love; were illuminated by radiant dots
Stream of dots conneting, threads and titles given to me over so many years
All arrived there, located in place
Memories of conversations, connections
Research - what's right with me /
Retreat centre /
Astrocartography
t has since become known as a diaphram issue that has for my entire life, affected my breathing and regulation of my entire system; a chain of events followed, all mirroring the trauma imprints and memories in my limbic system; and it became a living nightmare.
Costa Rica /
Piecing it all together
t has since become known as a diaphram issue that has for my entire life, affected my breathing and regulation of my entire system; a chain of events followed, all mirroring the trauma imprints and memories in my limbic system; and it became a living nightmare.
Costa Rica /
